I've been thinking a lot in the last few days about my future and what it would look like to not live on the Ranch. I've had several people in the last week or so ask me what I'm going to do when my time with Mark 2 is "up" in a few months; will I stay on or will I head Back East?
Honestly, I don't know at the moment. For a long while, it was a definite, I'll head back East and then there was a time that I thought maybe I could be out here for longer than expected. Sometimes I feel like I'm looking at the situation with blinders on - not knowing if there is a clear path to take.
As I sit on my front porch at twilight (more to come on that subject soon, I promise) I listen to Mumford & Sons, freezing because it is not quite spring here yet and contemplate what's next in life. I have grown to love this place more than I thought. I mean, how could you not when this is what you see at sunrise?
And at the same time, how can you compare it to home?
How fickle my heart and how woozy my eyes.
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